Birth Diary

By - Apr 5, 2021

Your kick was powerful and it was very challenging to change your diaper. I actually felt this kick when you were in my tummy, which made me think you were a boy.

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Real Love

By - Mar 19, 2021

I was 14, older than him, capable of stopping him. But I’d been caught off guard when he said “Hey, c’mere,” and I just stood there, paralyzed, looking at the cat, the bucket, the hose on the ground next to him.

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WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW

By - Mar 10, 2021

A glued-together castle vs
a single deep-breath.
In your eyes there is always
either fire
or white flags.

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King of the Sewer Rats

By - Mar 1, 2021

Waited for reality to prove itself.

Gravitated naturally toward the gutter. 

Heard sewage down there.

Crouched down, peeked my head inside. 

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Three Poems

By - Feb 26, 2021

My mother, who left 
to live in a safe house 
next to a sheep farm,
ate lamb chops every night

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Three Poems

By - Feb 1, 2021

in college we burned in the dark
thinking our lives would be romantic 

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Aubade

By - Jan 22, 2021

When I think about you in prison, so medicated
you couldn’t hold anything
in, I want to kick the guards’ teeth

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Two Poems

By - Jan 20, 2021

The New World arrived
when we were unconscious

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Three Stories

By - Dec 28, 2020

Her round, though in places pointy, head — which contained her now trembling eyelids and quivering lips — panned the room slowly. She heard a soft rustling, like a dragging blanket.

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excerpt from Alice Knott

By - Dec 15, 2020

At New York’s MoMA, Henri Rousseau’s The Dream (1910) is attacked with a straight razor by a local college professor of physics, who after screaming “I am the fuck of your reality” stabs the image of a full moon in the painting’s upper right-hand corner eleven times before restraint.

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Lobelia

By - Dec 3, 2020

I give my arms a more thorough wash in the farmhouse sink then start to burp the blue drum barrels of sauerkraut.
      
From the window I see the older child in the yard, slapping his hand on the flat stump of a recently cut birch.

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Eight Ounces of Milk Can Successfully Dilute the Bleach Inside

By - Oct 14, 2020

50. In late 1992, on their first date, my parents saw The Crying Game.

51. On Wednesday, Mom quit family counseling. 

52. I make my bed. I lie in it.

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In Umbria

By - Sep 21, 2020

In the morning light, the void of thy lips
Parted as the ropes of the bee skep

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Local Favorite

By - Aug 24, 2020

All of the tours start with a visit to the center of the village, where a boxy statue of a dog sits, as if placed by accident. Invariably, a tourist will ask of its history and significance, as the statue does not bear a placard. At this point, the guide will tell a story.

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Seven Poems

By - Jun 25, 2020

Dream governments promote stilts
so I existed in a world of stilts.

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Slops

By - May 29, 2020

I was midway through my shadowed, septic thirties. I had been hired as a generalist. What I taught was vague and interdisciplinary and unchallengeable. Whatever I said, it was bound to be correct up to a point.

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Cancel Me

By - May 21, 2020

Max is canceled. Oliver is canceled. Kian is canceled. Evelyn is canceled. Gideon is canceled. Rob is canceled. Bryce is canceled. Carter is canceled.

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Internet Girl

By - May 18, 2020

When I was 11 it was spelled with a Big I. That was how I was taught it. How autocorrect corrected it. Like god to God. It was a place to visit. A proper noun. The Internet.

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Cool Air Pro

By - May 14, 2020

Next morning, the a/c went bust. I awoke to a new way of life. Not quite flora or fauna. It was jock itch. Monkey butt. Gutter nuts.

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What She Could Not Make

By - Mar 30, 2020

The man gave her a long stick, showed her the road to the first monastery. He showed her to strike the ground with her stick when she was in danger.

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Power Tools

By - Mar 4, 2020

His house he built by hand, from scrap, piece by piece by piece by piece. Still, he can never decide whether the ground-objects are things found, or things lost.

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Feed the Ducks

By - Feb 20, 2020

“This is all wrong,” I say. I put my hand on Phil’s shoulder. Every surrounding sound feeds into the strangeness; every distant dog bark and car alarm, mothers calling to their children at the playground, the crush of radios. “This is not right at all.”

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Do It Like This

By - Feb 17, 2020

This whole thing—I felt like my life was on the brink of something. And it was, obviously. “We’re going to be parents,” I said.

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Your First Ex-Boyfriend

By - Feb 14, 2020

I’m going to be your first ex-boyfriend

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