CRUISE
By LA Warman - Mar 22, 2017
I.
earlier i saw the
first openly gay
couple in weeks
and
if you ask me what im
doing im sleeping,
making bondage lanyard,
eating flaming hot
cheetos and drying out
my sheets. we just
left car island where
in the marina there
are 37 sharks.
we caught only the head
of a barracuda.
im leaving out a lot
only including what
i want to remember.
im remembering when
the pregnant hetero
couple ruined summer.
the flaming hot cheetos
have a large sticker
on the front that says
“EXPORT” i guess so
i know they are
made in the USA.
i’ve been wet for
days and never aroused.
II.
full of bones he
asked me to suck
out the eyes
from the head but
i couldn’t even
though i wanted
to please
jacob is saying who wants
to help with the dingy
and i are all the
flaming hot cheetos
here i am
all the fla
wondering if
reminding me
first boyf
the one
a different
around m
and all
no other
boats
dark bl
light blue
almost c
phone gets
will probal
wondering
and forget i alter people
or can make people
sad
people at the bar talking
about staying at “Atlantic”
white
woman at the bar her
hair in cornrows
surrounded by white men
in straw hats
the fantasy the
desire of colonialism
exposed to violently
in white pleasure
and I am here too
and I am white and
III.
im really invested in things
not getting worse
the horizon & the
sky are the same thing
the water & the sky
are the same thing
12/30/16
_e are in cape eleuthera waiting out this
_torm which so far appears to
__ a lot of wind and heavy clouds.
I may feel rain on my face now
though it comes like a spray
fr__ a nozzle immediate light
covering _y face most women
would _ate other women if
it was easier w_ may have
missed the worst of ___ storm
or at least that’s wha_ ___b
says. Alex is about to fly
form chicago to nyc I wish
I could be there to pick her up.
dear soft AL… I had a dream
last night she made me an
“AL” necklace in a bizarre almost
disney font. spending money
pleases and depresses me
I snorkeled for
the first